long time since i have blogged sorry dudes but just no time to update


on saturday morning 9 18 am grandpa passed on to walk his after life
no tears flowed out from my eyes at all
yes i was sad but i could not cry at all
my uncle said i am useless
ur grandpa treated u so well and yet u did not cry at all
well there was surely sadness in me but the tears were jus not there
its like i was already prepared for my grandpa's death
he doted on me when he was still able to walk and talk
remembering the times when he travelled all the way to my house
jus to pay me and my brother a vist
thinking and remininscing about the past
all tat he has done for us
sadness did filled me
but i guess i was already too used to u grandpa
u are a great grandpa to me
tats why even though the day sickness struck u
nobody left ur side
we were all there for u till this very moment
i saw ur last breathe at 9 18am
although i was a little frightened to see ur body
but well u are my grandpa after all
and the feelings jus faded off gradually
mum janice and ah kiong cried
me and damain and father were tearless
everyone agrees tat its good tat u can finally move on
to ur after life after suffering at the mercy of stroke
for 6 long years

grandpa u have my respect
we will miss u
rest in peace and go on



im realli tired from the funeral
many things to be done