today went out with my clique lols
for quite some time never go out with them ler
today outing we agreed to meet at sakae at 3 45
then in the end most of them turned up quite late
the earliest ones there was me darren jeremy and yt
haiz but got a very strange feeling lei
jus feel tat like got a barrier between us lor
like not as good friends as in the past anymore
there is jus a fking barrier dere
and i realli fking hate tat barrier
dun misunderstand me i realli treat u as a good friend now onli
dun think too much of the issue i admit i once liked u
but tats in the past liao so dun think so much
somehow i jus hope tat the fking barrier will go away somehow
if i knew things would turn out this way
i would never have gave out those feelings
i would have buried those feelings long ago
my life is so fked up jus seriousl fucked up