haha gave a extremely long thought regarding this matter! i have realised no matter how i try or how i treat u, i will jus be a good friend in ur heart. so there is no point in pursuing something tat can never be achieved! seriously thought for a damn long time. not easy to give up but well for now i realli feel tat being good friends is the best tat we can achieve! i jus have a strange feeliing tat we r nt wat we used to be! maybe there is a glass barrier now. maybe becuz u think tat when i get close to u, its with motive. but its nt so now i realli still treasure this friendship. lets hope tat we can still be very good friends and father daughter as well lols hha feel much better after expressing my thoughts here. Argh tml is a long day have to help uncle move house again haha. seems tat i have no choice well our outing is nearing soon!!! 16 nov.. sort of looking forward to tat day haha where everyone will turn up in FORMAL shd be quite fun ba haha lols well one more thing. my clique is getting crazier and crazier. we r doing things tat we would nt normally do lols even my daughter goes crazy everyday haha=D