well though a few days back my good brother told me its possible to win ur heart and i was almost swayed by his encouragement but well now im even more determined to maintain good friendship with u cause im very sure tat u r still treating me as a good friend. feeling much better these few days! guessed i learnt how to let go ler! as i realli believe tat if i continue in wat i do i would most probably destroy my whole clique! well dun wan tat to happen. these few days guess some of my clique are also facing some problems of their own. ok today went shopping with ah lai, mushroom, joel and howard! the gals enjoyed shopping while the guys realli suffered!!!!! nxt time dun dare to go out shopping with the gals liao!!! scary sia gals can realli shop lor! never see joel for quite some time ler! he still has not changed at all! still as pervertic as ever haha lols! looking forward to the sushi session 23 November sia jus 2 weeks away lols! and well its been a real long time since i had a good fight realli looking forward to having a few fights to make my life less boring haahaha tats all for today dun wanna talk too much!=D