after so long it seems that
i was in a blur vision all along
i did not know what i really wanted
i sort of like could not decide on anything
was in a delusion for like 1 month??
things did not change at all
nothing changed cause everything was within
myself it was my own thinking
my own mind and heart led me the wrong way
the feeling of missing somehow has disappeared
fading in the progress and it will one day fade totally
so its time i get back to my normal life and
stop those thoughts tat will never happen

even if the morrow is barren of promises
nothing shall forestall my return