things are just funny at times
time and time i have told myself
wat i need to do and wat i gotta do
but sometimes i guess
things are just not within my control
i asked myself
is it really so hard to forget someone
or is it because too much feelings
have been put in
in life usually things wont go the way u want
in fact there are many challenges out there
i faced challenges in life
one by one i beat them down and continue
but this one is leaving me stumped
confused and has put my heart in a turmoil
friends have told me just forget it
easier said then done
if it was really so easy to forget
i wont be here ranting and ranting
the feeling of drinking is pestering me
i have tried to drive it away
but it just comes back
drinking wont help at all
but at least i feel better in a not so sober way
rather then being clear of everything
i noe wats going on around me
but feelings are the hardest to fight
wat im facing now is myself
i have to get through it no matter wat
although i dunno how long it will take
but this thing gotta end someday
and somehow it will end.............
